Monday, January 18, 2010

Feeling The Need To Write It Down

I'm moving to a new dorm room on Friday, I can't wait. A single! It has nothing to do with N, I just need my own space. It has a lot to do with the Countess, this weekend I got front row at several concerts put on by her and her new Master. If only I could have moved sooner!
I'm excited about my new room for several reasons, (first and foremost no more Countess). I'm excited to decorate. I'm hoping to keep up better organization than I currently have. I can't even pack it's so messy here, Worth put me to shame by finishing in just a couple hours. I'm also excited for new hall mates! And to be closer to a few select friends. Ender lives there, but I'm starting to get the feeling it's time to stop trying so hard for him. I really should just accept that he's content with life, and is less than interested.
I miss my friends. There are lots of nice people here, yes, but I miss having people to call at 3am. I miss people who come from the same place I do. So many kids here are ignorant. "These kids fight for things they don't understand." This place isn't what I thought it would be. I'm not very happy right now. Although.. the prospect of a new interest is making this week more interesting. I'm not going to name the puppy yet, he's just so not what I usually go for. That may be my favorite thing about him.
I made contact with the Artist yesterday. Trouble as always. I didn't know I still thought of him that way. Bad bad bad.